30 October, 2001 B’s house Today we returned to Aguacete from CIMPA. In the morning, I had to make a presentation in Spanish. I felt a lot of self-loathing and anxiety starting yesterday when they selected groups to make presentations, but I ended up in a group by myself.
28 October 2001 CIMPA Today I got up late; it was 7:30 or so. Breakfast consisted of a cheese sandwich and two coffees. I hung around a bit, feeling bored. R put on music and so did A, thus causing that oh-so-familiar-but-unpleasant trainwrecking sound. I practiced guitar. It’s notable to me that people here with…
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26 October 2001 Aula, CIMPA I’ve been sleeping in later than I’d like to, and missing the time for sitting in the morning. Maybe if I bought an alarm, it would help. A kicks so much ass. She can so have my love child. It’s really pathetic to see me so infatuated. I swear,…
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What was that woman’s name? She saw me at her job at the sandwich shop in Asheville, and later told me that she had been so turned on that she went into the bathroom and masturbated, thinking of me. I didn’t pay it much mind, but that might have been the first time that I…
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Yesterday, I was up early to go to church in Aguacete. I was assured that whatever I wanted to wear would be fine. Because Francesca left without me, I wasn’t sure if she really wanted me at church but I went anyway to sit in the tall wooden building.
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19 October Francisca’s, Aguacete After I’d talked with trainer E about the unfortunate situation with PCT J, I was invited for dinner. I can’t remember what we ate. Suddenly, trainer L, trainer E, and PCV B decided that it was time to go to the movies, which came as a complete surprise to me.
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19 October Francisca’s Last night, I walked up to PCV B’s place, calming myself to talk with J. But she wasn’t there, and instead I explained myself to trainer E. I explained how I’ve never meant to be trouble to anyone, and how sorry I’ve been to be a burden on her time. It…
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18 October 2001 Dusk Francisca’s Aguacete I came down here to write because this woman I’m with is pissing me off. So I’ll take a moment to write before I rip her a new hole. I woke up this morning when the animals started their chorus. At a few minutes til 7, I rose,…
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Aguacete 17 October 2001 Francisca and Francisco’s The first day, we spent fixing up a bed, digging up the soil, and getting it ready for a small hortiliza, or garden. Each day this week, we are to have a Spanish class, and this happened in the rural clinic with trainer L. We also took a…
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Warning:this post contains unredacted sexual material from my personal journal. 16 October (was written over several days– 15, 16, 17th) 2001 House of Francisco and Francesca Aguacate We arrived yesterday in the community we’re going to stay in for our training as health volunteers. Yesterday, I woke up at 7AM or so back at Doña Ondina’s…
